Feeling depressed after losing gf and abortion?

been dating this girl for 1 year. she got pregnant and she wanted to get an abortion. I didn't want her to so I told her parents. Her parents contacted my parents and we all had a meeting. Everyone blamed me, my parents said if i call her or talk to her again they will call the cops on me and kick me out. and both families blamed me for everything. They said i wanted to kill her mom by stressing her out. moreover they accused me of some messed up things. I feel depressed because i lost the kid due to abortion, my parents are ashamed of me and I can't stand looking in there face because im so ashamed. I lost my gf because I'm not suppose to talk to her, but i know she still loves me but she wants to move on. I lost my friends. I feel trapped. I hurt not only my family but her family too which makes me feel so low. Not sure what to do. I feel like moving out of this death hole and just start fresh somewhere else w/o my parents. any idea how can I overcome this and feel good again. I can't stand the fact I'm a disappointment to everyone. we r both 25