I was a PAWN and i'm so dissapointed?

my husband wanted to buy a car. but he likes jeepes. so he said he will buy ME a car. i didn’t want one in a HURRY. later i realized he wanted it because his didn’t want to use the family car which his MUMS. he just wanted some car to 'show off to mum'. my husband was in such a hurry he paid an advance . i just didnt want the car because i didn’t like it. we lost the advance amount paid. it all looked like my fault. my husband was SUCH a hurry. i was also exited but i needed TIME to look for a car. HE was pushing me and hurrying me. i feel i became a pawn., i has the disappointment of no car and loss of money. a few hundred dollars. pls. tell me something console me.